Jan 7, 2026
I lay on my bed, performing the Beloved practice.
Within the Heart of my Heart is recognized the presence of the Divine.
However, with this presence arrives a self-identification. A sense of “Me”.
It is not a recognition of the self containing the Divine. It is recognition of a lack of any sort of separation or border between the Divine and the Self.
“God is a description of You.” Spoken recently by a friend and teacher, this phrase echoes through my mind.
A light splits and reflects. A tree overlaid across my body. The Divine as a description of the self.
Like a bolt of lightning, an energy surges in a zig-zag across each mapped point. I feel it physically.
When it reaches my heart, the sense of “Me” explodes in luminous fire.
The Perspective of a Mystery is revealed.
Jan 18, 2026
I lay in bed, preparing to fall asleep.
Within the blackness behind my eyes an image is suggested: that of an open passageway.
The shape crosses into the mind’s eye, becoming a fully realistic visual.
A stone tower with an open gateway. Crenellations crown it’s parapet. A mountain for a wizard to climb. I ascend the spiral staircase and arrive at the peak.
I find myself holding a tall scepter, the head of which is a round clear crystal surrounded by a gold ring.
The Sun lowers in the sky to be parallel with the top of the tower, and I hold the staff high into the air. The light is split, creating a beam encompassing myself and the tower.
Glory, Beauty, and Bliss radiate out from it.
“Creation”, the act, is pouring forth from this crystal as well.
The entirety of this visual is now seen as being present within my physical body laying on the bed.
It condenses down into a singular point, an internal Star radiating with an immense brightness.
This Star projects Fire and Light outward, filling me. It is as if my internals are an empty cavity, and where the Fire and Light of this Star connects with the interior walls it is creating my form. My body.
External to myself, a brilliant light appears. From it, a beam shines across me in the same fashion as the one from the crystal scepter.
It moves downward until it sits as an infinitely bright spot atop my head.
Here, it splits into 3, creating a brilliant crown for me to wear. A wizard’s hat.
From one point to another, in an act of Genesis, it illuminates a full tree across my body. Zig-zagging downward, each light is ignited, but none as bright as the topmost.
Simultaneous interior and exterior Magical Creation.
The Perspective of a Mystery is revealed.
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